butterfly (e)affect
because b searched the internet for new bloggers, he stumbeled upon the Howies, who then got to know him. from that, the howies got to know james through his blog, who they set up with Debbie, and they got married. who had Kate and i in their wedding party and now we are dating. thanks b.
four seasons
there is two important reasons why i titled this post four seasons. one is the hope that people will stumble upon my blog searching for the hotel chain / crowded house song, thus boosting my visitors and potential readers. and two, the reason for the post. a tweet today from james made me think about which season i liked best. i had never really given it much thought before, i think if anyone asked me id always say summer. but dewlling on it alittle as i did i think i like them all equally. i like summer for obvious reasosn’s; beach would be at the top. i like winter for open fires, going to the mountains, and being able to sleep well. i like autumn and sping for their unpredictability and crossed over weatheryness.
snap back to reality
life contnues, people grow and change, new relationships form and old ones fade. basically the world keeps spinning even while you are away. its a bit of a harsh reality in a strange way. i would have loved my life to stay in a torpor and waited for me to come back, and on the surface it has, i have steppend into my old jobs, im living back at home, my family is here, my friends are here, my car is here, my things are here, but its all different somehow, im different. Canada was a positive experience on the whole, i needed to go and i needed the change to happen but i just wasn’t ready for it, i wasn’t ready for how it was going to change me and my views on life. its strange that being single and back in Australia feels so lonely, i thought that being in a long distance relationship was as lonely as i could possibly feel, but alas. don’t get me wrong, its great being back in Aus, its just very strange, i feel somewhat hexagonal in a round hole, almost fitting, but not quite.
